Sitting on the couch biting my lip. It is the day before I go back to work and I feel like tomorrow is the first day of school. My nerves are here yet excited to work with my kiddos and fellow teachers again. I get to meet new teachers and even new kids. Parts of me has excitement. The rest is filled with some sadness. I have loved being home with our son. I love watching everything he does all day long. I love to hold him when he cries or just need some cuddles. I love to kiss him any time in the day I want. I am going to miss him in the day. I know it will all be ok and this time was soon to come. I just want to freeze time… I am lucky to have the breaks we get as teachers. But right now I am just thinking about everything I will miss. And I am afraid I will miss some firsts. He will be in great hands and only a few minutes away from school so if I need to I can run and kiss him during lunch. I want Lincoln to know how much his mom loves him and always will. He is the most precious thing to me. Ok so writing this is only bringing the tears on so I must stop.
Here’s my fast growing boy:
I promise it will be okay. Each day gets easier. Keep a picture close by. Call to check on him if you need to. Email if you need a sounding board :) I'll be thinking of you!!
ReplyDeletePraying for you Christy! I think you'll be amazed at how fast the day really does go by. Hugs to you all!
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow, Christy!! Will be thinking about you...
ReplyDeleteOhhh, been thinking of you this last week!!! Pray today goes well for both of you!
ReplyDeletehope that things have gone well your first few days back! have been thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteKris